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I always wanted a family. Alot if kids. So I can watch them grow and play and yell at them. A husband to love and support our family. I will support too of course I love my money. But ever since I've been into church. I felt a pull and tug between worlds. I wanna be blessed and happy and positive. But I don't wanna put my life into books and praising all my life. :'( like its a must with Christians. Like it's their life. I get God created us,  but can't we paid him and live life?.....  Everyone says no because this world is of evil. And I do get complicated moments between the guys I date. :( that's why I don't wanna date. Or be connected to anyone because I will never be truly happy.