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Guess we aren't on the same page anymore. Thought things were getting better but you think i want this so my family doesn't split. Yes that is a truth. But not the entire truth. 

 The entire truth? Since we're on the topic. 
I never had this. Probably never will again. You want me to move on and do better but im stuck on you because i have a bond and a connection. Its not because of our daughter. Its because of the time I've invested in getting to know you and working with you thru the hard times and shining thru the good. I actually mean it when i tell you that. I love you. Im not saying it because it sounds good. I say it because i am in love with you and you give me a feeling nobody on this earth can. 

I honestly dont see why you're afraid to let me love you the way i should've been dooing. I get im not perfect and yes i made mistakes but ive put in alot of work to show you that i have changed for the better and am a better man. Im not sure you even care tho. 

I want to marry you because you at one time were my best friend. Now you only talk when you feel like it. 
I'd literally work myself to death for you. Go to the most extreme for you and you still think i want to waste my time to find someone else. I DO NOT WANT ANYONE ELSE ON THIS PLANET EXCEPT YOU!!!!!!!!!

The fact you cant see that hurts. You just want so bad for me to be over you. Why????