What's Left Of The Amour Read Count : 19

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It's like drilling a 6 inch nail through an open wound...only difference is my mind is not bleeding so I know there is no hope in waiting for the pain to stop. 

My heart aches a different kind of pain, pain so heavy it's weighing on me...I can feel it in my soul, feel it in my fresh! Just pain...Is this what love has cost me? A love so real that felt like an endless emotion once...a love I walked in with no sound or sign of what could become of it...



Listen to my heart; It's a series of pensive sadness. A dead body with no grave! Where do I burry all these emotions, how was I so naive to just open up and let somebody crash every living piece in me. How did I let that happen?


"He said he loved me"- it kills my brain cells slowly to learn I actually believed that...that profound emptiness you feel in your stomach when you lose a loved one is eating me up too.Question for the beloved who has tormented thy soul day & night...undoubtedly the main question being "Why?" What happened to all the love and affection you showed me? Was all that just an illusion? Did i paint us all out in my head only to be struck off by reality that you belonged somewhere but here. 


You left a gap...the harder i try to close it, the bigger it gets...searching for answers within me when the truth has been thrown right into my face but I don't want to open my eyes...I can't see you for what you truly are, at least I'm not ready to.



 It's true my love, you stop existing when you die but not everybody exists as they live. 

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