Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

   As a few of you may know, I have been at siege with myself. When I was 21 years old,  they discovered a mass in my left Kidney 7 years ago. The mass didn't resemble anything they had seen, hence the reference to it being considered an alien egg inside my body. I've been at odds with my doctor for a while, not certain whether I should agree to what someone he knows biopsy it. The problem is, they've or dealing with something that is sitting in the unknown. There's no way to know how this procedure will go. The doctor thinks he can handle this, but I'm not sure sure if he can or not. I've been dealing with pain on my left side, everyday. I'm not sure what all happen, but I've agreed to go ahead and let them biopsy it provided that my insurance will cover it. What's worse, is the label they gave it was a complex cyst. A cyst, which has the capability of becoming cancerous. We don't even know if that's what it is, but we think that it fits the range of these types of cysts. That's what they tell me, if they're so sure, why do I see the concern in their eyes every time he sees me. I've had two bad doctors out of 9 look at this. Most of them thought that biopsy thing it was too dangerous of a risk. I made a decision, even though it's a risk I have to have answers. It's a major distraction, whenever you feel crippling pain on one side. Discomfort and nausea become a commonality for you. I decided to go ahead and let them do it even though it's a gamble. This is probably the worst risk I've taken. 5 days, and the riskiest move I have ever made.