Category : Notes/work
Sub Category : N/A
...For every ONE good deed I do ten more bad things happen to me. Why do I even bother? Am that bad of a person that happiness is something I don't deserve? Am I THAT big of a monster that I deserve to always forgotten and riddled with aliments? You say no but life begs to differ. Would it be best if I disappear? Just up and vanish into thin air. It really wouldn't impact anyone. Only ONE person would be impacted and that's IF they remember me by then. If you've picked up my clues on what I'm saying about being forgotten good for you. Don't comment about it. Tell me, would it honestly matter if I disappear? Tell me, have I done even ONE good thing for you? If not then it wouldn't matter. I'd rather go to HELL or whatever you call it than be alive. For anyone religious YES I mean that. I KNOW i'm a bad enough person to go there age I look forward to it...
Why do I even fucking bother anymore make my presence known.
