Tear Stained Memories Read Count : 93

Category : Poems

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I see the devil when I see his face every tear cried every nightmare retraced, forced to blink back the tears cuz I know he thrives on my fear, why wont u stop just go away, let me be the person I am today, please no more sadness please no more shame, I don't want this puppet and she don't want this game, if I pretend it never happened then who would I be, lost in a world but never really free, reflections in the mirror I shatter like glass he was beside me living my past, why wasnt I able to how could this be, I was born a bastard, Will anyone  love me, chaotic mind wild at heart, raised by monsters who ripped me apart, nothing like the comfort I found with a needle in my neck, this lil girl numbing the pain what would you expect, never known safety, comfort, or pride, so many times I laid and I cried, for what it was they were taking from me, my innocence, my laughter and my  tear stained pillow theyll  never see, unwavering strength forced to wake up each day, you've taken so much now take my hope away, everytime I close my eyes I await the terror that comes at night, no magic pill no cure to sleep, just paralyzed again with the venom I keep.

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