Category : Diary/Journal

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We "broke up" many times but the last is called that for a reason, I want to connect you again cause you are making me miserable no matter what I do I look back on better days. I said and gone some pretty stupid shit I admit that but you hurt me too and the facts that you don't say it speaks volumes about you. Hanging out with my best friend when we broke up and he you knew he had feelings for you if the roles were reversed you would freak out on me and you did actually. I'm not trying to say my pain was worse I'm saying I went through it, and you saying that I don't care about you but I do this to say I'm sorry even though you'd want me 6 feet deep in dirt. We clearly still think of each other this is happening where I'm doing anything but think of you then you pop up like a jump of sadness that washes over me. We said we loved each other at one time now I'm sad when your in my head and you want me dead so what's the use in fighting when I'm only going to get knocked out. I'll lay on the floor ask why do this Alexis this doesn't help us. Before it fades to black the final words are "so you can feel the pain I went through" a phase I'm too familiar with.