Category : Poems

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Just do what you need 
Is what you said 
That’s not what I heard though 
You’re hurting it’s completely acceptable
Is what I heard 
It’s normal they say 
You can talk to me
Is what they would say 
I’m right here why won’t you talk to me? 
Is what I heard 
Would talking to him ease your pain? 
Is what you said 
Would inflicting your pain and questions on him help you? 
Is what I heard
Are you sure you’re ok? 
Is what you said 
Do we need to talk 
Is what I heard 
All these questions coming at me 
But 
How am I suppose to answer all of them? 
Are these the kind of answers you want from me? 
Because here they are 
I DON’T want the pain to be normal 
I DON’T want to talk because I know I won’t be able to control my emotions 
Why would I want to see him when he hasn’t bothered to see me in 10 years?
 Am I sure I’m ok? 
NO but I’m going to try as long and as hard as I have to so I am ok 
I’m trying 
I’m trying to be ok 
And I will be 
I just need time 
To sort out my emotions 
Because 
From what I heard
Healing takes time