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It is not easy to sit in the background and watch people in my life get into happy relationships, get married, and start a family. It is hard because I did get into a relationship which was happy in the beginning but turned sideways after we got married. Even though I have accepted my single status, I sometimes can't help but wonder why I haven't found the person who is right for me; the one who was meant for me. There are times where I wish I had someone to hold, someone to love, someone who truly gets me, someone to just be there for me through thick and thin, through the good and bad times. 

Am I hard to love...? 
Am I not enough...? 
What am I doing wrong? 
Is there that special someone out there for me...? 

There are times where I can't help but ask myself these questions. But when my heart gets heavy and I am filled with questions like these, I quickly snap myself out of it and remind myself that I am not hard to love, I am enough, and I am not doing anything wrong. 

This is a big world we live in and I truly believe in my heart that everyone has a perfect match. Maybe, for some of us it may just take a little longer to find our right match, but I know they are out there somewhere waiting to surface and waltz into our life, or they are waiting for the right time to come for us to discover them. I have gone down the painful and heartbreaking path of the so-called "marital bliss" twice, that I am now in no hurry to go down that path again. In other words, I am not desperate to be with someone that I would 'settle' for just about anyone who comes along. I deserve to be with someone who truly cares for me, someone who genuinely loves and cherishes me wholeheartedly. I am patient enough to wait for I know I am not going to always be alone. I truly believe it is all a matter of time. Eventually when the time comes, the special person who is right for me, the one who is meant to be for me will show up unexpectedly. 

When the time comes, that special someone who is meant for me will see the magic of my existence and he will not let me go. He will look at me with awe in his eyes. And when I look in his eyes, I will see the sincerity of his soul. His love, his kindness and his presence will leave me speechless. And his passion will shake my entire world. 

He will be thankful for the opportunity to meet someone like me. He will look at me and wonder how it was possible for someone else not to see the magic he sees when he looks in my eyes, and he would wonder how someone could let me go with all the beauty of the love that lives in me. 

When the time comes, that special someone who is meant for me will bring light into my world that will make me forget about all my cloudy days. He will love every aspect of me. He will see the beauty behind my every quirk and flaw, and he will not only love my outer beauty, but he will love my inner beauty even more. 

He will love me wholeheartedly, madly, sincerely, deeply, and passionately. He will understand that sometimes I do get jealous, I get anxious, and even depressed, but he will not quit on me. He will be patient and understanding and will always be there to comfort me. He will show his affection loud and clear that I will not have any reason to question it. There will be no faking, no lies and no pretending. He will be transparent with me as I will be with him. 

He will make a genuine effort to know my fears, my strengths, and my weaknesses. He will not judge me no matter how dark my past may be, and he will accept me for who I am no matter what. He will be by my side to face this cruel world together. He will protect me, be my strength, and he will shield me from life's tribulations. He will fight for me and would never let anything or anyone hurt me. 

When the time comes, that special someone who is meant for me will come along and he will know exactly what to say to make me smile. He will know what makes me happy, what excites me, what saddens me, and what upsets me. He will be attentive and present. He will be brave enough to bare his soul to me and he will be strong enough to take good care of my heart and keep it safe. He will have the power to make me feel loved without having to utter a single word. 

When the time comes, the special person who is meant for me will come along and make me feel immensely happy as I fall asleep at night in his arms. He will ignite the fire in my soul. He will awaken my soul from its sleep and I will feel alive than what I ever felt before. The burning fire that he arouse in me will spread to every cell of my body that I will feel an inexplicable magnetic attraction. With him, I will finally feel the powerful force of love enveloping my being, a feeling which I have only imagined in my head all this time. 

He will make me see why others left and how it was not my fault but their own incompetency. He will make me see how their hands were not strong enough to hold the weight of my heart, and he will make me see how the ones who left were never worthy of me. 

When the time comes and the special person who is meant for me comes along, I would wonder how I ever got so lucky. When he enters my life, I will see how he was worth the wait. When he shows up, I will receive the kind of love I have always been dreaming about. He will hold me tight and won't let me go. He will confess that I am the person he has prayed for all along, whereas for me, he will be the definition of every single thing I've always longed for and more. 

When the time comes and the special person who is meant for me comes along, he will see me. He will see all of me, everything I am about, everything I am made of, and he will stay.