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2 yrs ago today you left this world. 2 yrs and I still can't say goodbye. Every day I miss u, every day it hurts just like the first. It does not get easier with time. It actually gets harder. During the day when I'm at work or around others I continuously hold all of my hurt deep inside so everyone thinks I'm strong, but the worst pain comes at night when I'm alone in the dark and all of my hurt and anger and frustration from not been able to see, or talk to or hug you comes out and it hurts so bad from holding it in. It seems like it was only yesterday that you left and I can still hear your laugh, your cry, when you get mad with that face you would make. I would give anything if I could see you again. Hug you, hold you, tell you I love you and never ever let go. But I don't get to. I know we had hard times and we had wonderful times but you Angel Girl you were always so much stronger and so much more brave than any one I've ever known. The 10 yrs we we're blessed with you I wouldn't trade them for a day with the healthiest baby girl out there. You were a blessing and a light in so many peoples lives and you will always hold a special place in everyone's heart that was lucky enough to be able to know you. I love you with my heart and soul and I'm waiting for the day I get to see you again. Until then Angel Girl keep watching over us especially your brothers and know that we will always and forever have you with us.... I Love and miss you every second of every day.    

        10/01/2006-11/13/2016