Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

People in my life are dissapearing. My dad left. My aunt and her brother, my uncle both killed themselves. My favorite person is thinking about leaving me because she thinks she's hurting me. I dont feel pain anymore. I didn't want any of this. Everythings falling apart around me. What the hell's wrong with me. I push people away too easily. I though I was being cool and stayin within people's boundaries but I guess I'm getting too close and then they're torn away from me. This isn't fair. This app doesn't help. I'm gonna blow and hurt someone else. I might just stay away from others for a while. Whoever's near will get hurt. I dont want that. Apparently I can't control it if this is how the world does me. Pain is numb now, I'm strait-faced while writing this even though I'm crying inside. That's depression, I thought I got through this all ready after my dad left. This isn't fair. Someone help.