I'm Not Part Of This World You Hate. Read Count : 137

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Eowyn I try really hard not to be that guy you think I am now. I haven't lied to you, I haven't tried to hurt you, and I'm not letting any one else hurt you or I'll hurt them. I dont love anyone else. I've grown to hate everyone else in my life.  (This doesn't mean you Luminous Moon your cool) I'm not gonna stop just because your friends are spitting bullshit about me. I need you. I miss you. I know I'm supposed to be the tough as hell, buff, football player but everyone has a weakness and your mine. You ever feel like your train of thoughts been derailed? That's what you do to me. I think about you everyday. It sucks not being with you. I brag that I love you to my friends. Some dont believe me. I hate that you didn't hear my side of the story before you made the decision that you hate me. That wasn't fair. I'm not like everyone else around. I actually do care about you. I dont care if your the old you or not, I'm just getting used to the new you that thinks she's a bad ass and says she can beat my ass and shes stronger than me. She's just as amazing as the old you was. You can't stomp me out. I'm never gonna stop caring. I love you Eowyn, and I'll do what I have to do make you happier

Comments

  • I wanna raise your spirits. I wanna see you smile.

    Oct 15, 2018

  • Oct 15, 2018

  • Jasper/Eowyn Carpenter

    Jasper/Eowyn Carpenter

    chris my friends arent spitting bullshit. you are. and next time you touch rimi i will come in that band hall and show you a thing or to. i didnt hate you. things came up. i needed an excuse than the real reason. and it is not a boy.

    Oct 20, 2018

  • Eowyn Carpenter

    Eowyn Carpenter

    but you did stop

    May 18, 2020

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