Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

I'm trying so hard to be happy but no one will let me, I just want to be gone. I want to restart everything, it hurts to breathe the more I get older and I'm only 13. I can't trust anyone and I just want somebody to talk to. I can't get up in the morning, I cry myself to sleep, I just don't care about life. I could be facing death and I would smile. I don't really want someone to tell me things will get better, I want them to tell me the truth. I tried to kill myself a few nights ago and that night I was happy cause I thought I would finally be able to smile again. Don't think I'm just another depressed teenager, I could tell you what happened to me in the past 9 months but its hard to talk about. If you want to read about the 9 months I'll write about it but you probably don't want to read something depressing. In fact, why are you still here, its not like you care. I'm just blabbing now, sorry.