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K.O ladies and gentleman, hope your lives has a purpose and plan. Life bring us a knockout each stage of our freaking souls .It hurts and we are down for the count but God kept us awake to discover our purpose.
Yes! We take a beating for the worst but we not going go further down rabbit hole. Be confused of which way 2 go. We know God way up and Satan world down. he got his claws in our lifetime but we don't need to  participate his works of sin. 
When you have a choice to be or not be saved by the holy spirit . It easy as ABC. Your the one K.O. negative influence out. I can testimony this myself.
Years back,i had plenty of friends and acquaintance fulfill my life.It was all learning to be social in public but also learning not to trust everyone with yourself.  These females and males I grew up go to school with.I was only 17 years old and i had no type of communication with youth in my hood . I grew to like my school friends but then they tried to critics my my life is disrespectful. Also disgust to me to promise me your intentions of date and the boy date my bestfriend. His mother known him to be immature and i see it. 
I dont console a friendship that not foster equalness. Especially if your friends known a,rumor and told you last minute. The guy who suppose like you as friend talk about you to people not right. I walk out with trust being broken and seen more acquaint with less promises. I walk into college September 2010 and thought I start over be genuine honest. 
I must have spoke to thousand freshman. I remember that I had no real contacts. It Was breathe new year and better grades . Still I was single alone . I passed over sophomore year and everybody swear they there for you.  Turn out to be lie. I befriend one group of people ,they are so anti social.  Rest of the people childish and same old higjschool stuff. Except, place I attend is the worst to bare. Marygrove College a gated community where student spread rumor about you. They influence sex,drugs to be told.
I wasn't have any of it. Can't believe others and my mom says, someone coming to be your friend.."I believe in it and stop it .all time it been said,wrong crowd, wrong friends. Nobody different for me  .so I began not to care for others and my own intuitin. Other show that too. 
Simply after I attend class way I want dress . I used to wear makeup but I had no care for it. Relative's would like me to be positive. I am positive every otha day.  Non listed days,i am stressed. I had enough gossip and this society too.
All through college, last group of friends care in certain way. Somethn you should never advise friend to do .Don't pressure them to date the other! Don't act superior than others! Don't throw your insecurities in my face! Don't blind date your friend with buddy of yours just want Fwb!!don't lie and say you care,when you benefit yourself!!! ABSOLUTELY DON'T THINK YOU SOMEONE DAD AND THINK THAT THEY DO SHY PURPOSEKY!!@
I can tell whole room off, you may known me for five years. You don't known me for rest of my 2o years together. Boo boo! I been around lot of talk and i gave people chances.  If you rub or taken advantage of me, you be sorry.
I won't console a fight because God doesn't need more violence in the past. I Just tell them off and cut them right out of my life. If I can't even blend with people on mutual level, what does say about find our soulmatez?
He either on the way or I am intend to be single alone to not deal with others period. If so,i guess I find kingdoms of heaven on lite note.