Can't Sleep Read Count : 108

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Its been awhile since I've had trouble falling asleep. 

Thought I was done with negative shit getting the best of me.

 I was only fooling myself to think I could look past my fears and fit in with his family.

10yrs. Together, still Its hard to ignore the looks i get at his family gatherings.

The worst thing about it is that he pretends the day before that he understands how I feel, but when the time comes his action unexpectedly change up unintentionally.

Last minute every time,  bullshit happens, everything must be coincidentally.

Right, I do this to myself, I'm the only one who thinks this way, no one else but me,, allowing misery to keep me company...

Comments

  • Sarey England

    Sarey England

    Amazing

    Sep 16, 2018

  • Don't worry I think this way to I let misery consume me, I know this is easier said then done but just try to hold onto hope.

    Sep 16, 2018

  • Don't be so hard on yourself. The only thing you can do is to be you. How others respond to that, that's on them. Just hold your head up high and be proud of the strength you have within. Don't let external influence get under your skin. 💜

    Sep 16, 2018

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