Can't Sleep
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Its been awhile since I've had trouble falling asleep.
Thought I was done with negative shit getting the best of me.
I was only fooling myself to think I could look past my fears and fit in with his family.
10yrs. Together, still Its hard to ignore the looks i get at his family gatherings.
The worst thing about it is that he pretends the day before that he understands how I feel, but when the time comes his action unexpectedly change up unintentionally.
Last minute every time, bullshit happens, everything must be coincidentally.
Right, I do this to myself, I'm the only one who thinks this way, no one else but me,, allowing misery to keep me company...