Abusive Love Read Count : 102

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Love

The power you gain when you are willing to fight for someone, even if you are still fighting yourself.

I said that I loved you and I meant it.

You said that you loved me, but all you do it hurt me.

You tell me that I'm not good enough for you. That I'm a nothing.

Then why are you still here?

Is it the money?

The way I look?

I know it's not the way I make you feel.

All I do is tell you how I feel about you.

That I love you.

That I Care for you.

Because of the way you make me feel

The butterflies never fly away

Time slows down

One minute with you feels like eternity with someone else

Not because of the money

Not because of the way you look

But the way you used to love me

Now all you do is make me feel less than I really am

Call me names

Hit me

Then why am I still here?

Maybe I don't really love you

Maybe I only love the way it feels for someone to care for me

Maybe I really am a nothing 

You said you would change for me

That you were sorry for everytime you hurt me

But then you walked out on me

You left

You left me alone with bloodshot eyes

I cried myself to sleep at night

My head is pounding with so many confusing questions that only the universe could answer.

Maybe we were both nothing but two broken hearts

We both needed someone to mend our hearts back together

But all of this was just Abusive love.

Comments

  • Sep 11, 2018

  • it begans with loveing ourselfs first , so they say . nice job

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