Category : Songs

Sub Category : R&B/Soul

From the time I wake to the time I fall I'm worried about the day is going to be the emotions of my past whirling inside my head the thoughts of ending it or it ending I'm worried I won't wake up tomorrow that the dreams turn dark and keep me never to wake up I fear leaving my family behind while I am off them to get hurt and me not being there cause they always came through for me I just hate myself even more if that was the case I fear someone will ruin my life more than anyone else has its a big task but don't want the next person in my life that I trust and tell my dark secrets to for them to just turn into dark and me feeling alone besides my family they are all I fucking have left after what they did to me but I still feel outside to them to the world till I get over it or something idk yet just being played with is enough to fuck me up but playing with my family your asking for it suffering fuck you for what you've already done to me and fuck you cause i know you're coming back just have at me not them they don't deserve it just kill me they'll get over me and the pain I had like my grandfather before me I want to die saying bye to my loved ones and leave here soon so it's less pain then later