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Its not a hole in the ground, its a hole somewhere in my mind. It calls me. Wants me to hurt. Its wants me dead. It wants to ends me. And sometimes it wants it to. I try to talk with it. It doesnt want to listen to me. It don't  want me to reach my dreams. I yell and curse when it gets down with me. After I let it hurt me. I ask why, but I don't realy know why. I can throw something at this hole and say we're done, but it throws something and says no we're not. I say all the time to release me but it don't want to let go. It pulls me down with it. I need someone to pull me out.