Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

Am I not ready?
I shouldn't be right?
Everything reminds me of her.
Every situation, Every conversation, Every trial, Every stress Everything that should be Joyful, things that should be Exciting. I am let down, and fall short myself at the same time. Should I even have these expectations in my life? It's not asking a lot is it? 
Then I think...........     
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She was my perfect match.
She was literally made to be my second half. 
She was one of a Kind. 
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So it might be a lot to ask for perfection again. 
So what should I expect? I know not. 


For me, Loneliness, like everyone else, is something I am deathly afraid of. 
And now.....I am afraid I need to be alone,  for now. Or possibly forever. 
I am distracted by Want, instead of driven by Compassion for others. 
God has called on me to follow. 
With my focus on Him, I am completely confident I will never fall short from feeling whole.