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Sep 28, 2018 | Rating : | Written by Alexis Ventsias

The Thoughts Of A Teen. Read Count : 43

Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

Why do I wish I were something I'm not? NO ONE else can be who I am. I am aweSome or.... Am i? I wonder why everyThing my Fault and it's because I make it that way. Maybe if I stop dwelling on everything I do wrong and focus on everything I do right... it's hard to do that when the whole world seems to be determined to make you it's Bitch. Im only 19 why is there so many monsters in my past that I'm scared to dig up? I'll just try not to but everyone is Determined to dig up what I've done what feels like ages ago.

I honestly don't care enough to remember half the shit I do or say I live in the now most of the time I always suppress what I regret or wish didn't happen. I handle things in the wrong way half the time and no one understands that no one could of prepared me from what I got into when I was finishing school .....no one....

Today. I feel worthless at times I prove that I am and no matter how much everyone tells me .... I am not going to think it's true... every word they tell me to build me up just digs my abis deeper and deeper into the darkness that is my mind .

Comments

Dig up those monsters and let them be apart of you. Own them and they can’t own you. Eventually they will become something good. I was a heroin addict for a decade but now I Share my experience with others which helps them quit their addiction. You can do the same.

Sep 28, 2018