Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

Title: ( Tormented wish)
Written: 9/26/2018
By: Jeffrey stevens
  
I made a wish today after waking from a dream,,
And this was For the times, id wished to change,
For ive lived my life in misery and pain, By Being judged, and, being hated, lied on and beyrayed,
But i never gave up or lost sight of  hope,
as I pushed through the fires of hell, 
And though this fire was hot and my hands were burnt,
i still tried to  turn the page,
  But instead id run through it wasting my life away,  while nothing changed ,staying the same,
And now here I set frozen to the stillness of time, and for this I wonder why.?
I read, and I read, of my wasted life, 
But those memories from it Will not die, 
   For those were times of trouble, 
that barely could i bare, 
   And as I dealt with the pain i was liveing  in despair.
  But I know someday this trap I'm in,
will free me up, to run again,
  And for the haters and judgers you'll see who I am,
For it was through your hatered, that I am who I am, By judgeing me for the wrongs you assumed I did,
  But in the end this hatred you've reaped, will come back to haunt you, as you stand alone at those pearly gates,
  And I'll be there burnt bruised and battered, as you plead  for forgiveness,
And although I've forgiven you ,for its not me you shall fear,
For unto you God will judge, and its there you'll pay your dues,
   For I paid mine, with fire and hell, 
And you to will feel what Ive felt, 
   So for this wish i wished it came true, for I woke from this dream and my time is through....