Category : Poems

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I need that rush, 
I need that touch. 
If it comes up, 
I'm in luck. 


I am in control, 
I am on a roll. 
My razor is dull, 
My stomach is full. 


Purging gives me a high, 
I don't know why. 
My, oh, my... 
All I do is lie. 


The finger does the work, 
I just fake a smirk. 
I feel like such a jerk, 
For others I hurt. 


But do I care? No. 
I just want to let go. 
Let my body flow. 
To the bathroom, I go. 


If this triggers you, please don't read. 
There's no need. 
All you do is plead. 
I'm done helping me. 


I asked for help already and you weren't there. 
You already said you didn't care. 
The pain is hard to bear, 
But I'll make it anywhere. 


He told me not to get fat, 
What's up with that? 
I'm good friends with Matt, 
So I just relapsed.