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I'm Ann Arbor, I'm 14 years old and my life sucks. No matter how hard I try no matter what I do it just doesn't get better at all ,I feel like a little cat with nothing but fears , a cat that everyone thinks is useless and you know what nothing helps .
It all started even before I was born ,  my mom decided to take the biggest Jackass she could find and I can't help feeling like I wish I was never born. My 'dad' was , is and always be an alcoholic . While my mom was at home 8 -9 months pregnant with me my father used to f*ck around in bars and get wasted but that's not worst if he only drank he's own money away but he didn't he drank my grandma's money out. On the 11 of January I was born on my grandma's birthday it will always remind me of her. But while my mom was giving birth to me my father was in a bar so he missed my mom giving me birth to me.
We lived 2 years in my grandma's house with my father until my mom decided she's not gonna take more shit from him. Growing up I saw him like 2 times a month and that was just when my grandma took me but each time I saw him he had a hangover so basiclly he never really cared then at the age of 5 and 6 he was found guilty for sexual harassment and he went to jail for about a year and then I saw him even less but then my mom met a guy and they became a couple we moved in with him but what my mom didn't know was that he abused me he let me sleep outside in the night and he made me feel very bad I was to scared to tell her so we lived there for 5 months until I told my grandma that told my mother we moved right away from him. For next year's everything was fine until last year when I realized that if heard a year ago of him and decided to get in touch with him and tell how I felt it didn't go well because he kept saying it was my and my moms fault and then I decided I was over it 3months later he sended a message that said he was sorry but it wasn't enough he made me feel that I can trust nobody not even my my best friends.
I thought my life was over until I met my friends they made me feel like I belonged they made me laugh they made me feel good of my self and they are my Life  if I must ever lose them I will lose myself and just by finding my friends I found my self and I know you can't trust every one but you can trust some people and that's my stories
The End💜👍.                   *Based on a true storie*👣