Free Writing My Suicide Attempt. Read Count : 136

Category : Songs

Sub Category : Rap

Mad at everyone else cause there was never a completion to what I did to myself.

Climbing out of the fall

Just to hang on to the fire that crawls.

A noose tied around my throat .

Not to die but cause I seem to choke.

On every word ive ever spoke.

Fighting my battles but tryna save all those in the same zone.

Flying high just to catch a break and die.

My feet strangled in the rope that seems to take ahold of my hope.

A volcano ready to explode.

I erupt in bits and pieces when alone

Break gravity just so I can float .

Laying down in my own mess.

A puddle of depressed in a best dress from the gown of the hospital market.

Looking like the new style everybody be rockin'

No beat in my heart the way it did when I first came out my mom just to start breathin.

Now my lungs deflate with every breath I take.

Take me back to those days I used to love myself in every little way.

Cant remember the last time I looked at my face and studied it without any trace of the bad.

Now my souls filled with anger.

Cause I made myself fall with a banger.

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Dont trust my lust .

Don't trust  the youth.

Everybodys against who ?

Society isnt a group

To each they own and nobody is new.

Save yourself is what they programmed into each and every head that seems to abid by the laws and the streets.

Run to defeat.

Comments

  • Great job

    Sep 20, 2018

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