Category : Poems

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IF YOU SEEN INSIDE MY HEAD....WOULD YOU LIE AWAKE AT NIGHT IN BED OR WOULD YOU DREAM OF HEAVENS GOLDEN GATES INSTEAD...AM I THE LITTLE GIRL WHO LIVED IN FEAR OR THE WOMAN WHO DRIED UP EVERY TEAR? 
FOR I AM BOTH; A LOTUS IN BLOOM WHERE DARKNESS WAS; A LIGHT NOW BLOOMS
 I FACE MY PAST EVERYDAY...THE SEXUAL ABUSE SURVIVOR IN MY OWN WAY. FOR YEARS AND YEARS I HID MY PAST TILL NO LONGER I COULD HIDE FROM IT AT LAST.
I REACHED TO GOD AND CRIED WHY BUT NO LONGER WOULD I SHRINK NOR HIDE. 
I PRAYED TO GOD FOR COURAGE AND STRENGTH AND HE SHOWED ME THAT HE'S NOT THERE FOR A LIMITED LENGTH. HE CARRIED ME THROUGH AS I REACHED OUT UNTIL I NO LONGER HAD ANY DOUBT.  SUCH AN EPIDEMIC; THIS WORLDS A MESS. WE ARE LOOKING AND LEAVING AT EVERY ROUGH TEST.
HE GAVE ME HOPE AND HELD MY HAND.HE WRAPPED ME IN COURAGE LIKE A GOLDEN BAND.
I RIPPED OFF THE DOOR TO MY PAST. I FACED THE DEMON OF MY NIGHTMARES AT LAST AND WAS  FREE FINALLY FREE OF ALL AT LAST.
SO WHEN YOU'RE IN THAT PLACE WHERE EVIL LOOMS
REMEMBER THE LOTUS THAT RISES FROM MUD INTO BEAUTIFUL BLOOMS.
WHEN LOOKING FOR COURAGE JUST LOOK ABOVE
HE EVER WILL NEVER FORGET EVEN FROM ABOVE.  GOD GAVE ME COURAGE AND I  FOUND LOVE .