Category : Poems

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You are obscure 
Unknown 
I don’t know the kind of person you are 
All I’ve heard are mere stories 
Not the wonder world awesome prince stories either
The ones where there is always a happy ending 
No I don’t hear those 
Those aren’t your stories 
The stories you star in involve 
Hurt
Betrayel
Deceit
Loneliness
All those negative feelings 
Wrong actions taken on your part
All these stories don’t have a happy ending 
How do I know? 
Well I also star in these stories 
Not a main character like you
But I still am a part of it
When you started the story
When you started my story 
You didn’t think about the consequences your actions had 
Or would have 
You just took it upon yourself to continue your story
To please yourself
You didn’t care if someone’s story gets a complete 360 or 180 turn around 
The second you did what you did
Was the second my story and my family’s story faltered 
You created a weak point in our story 
You betrayed us and left us broken 
You left my mother alone with me and my sister 
She had family to help her
But that’s beside the fact 
You were the father
When you married my Mom
When you had me
The second you became a parent
The second you became a father 
You uphold this responsibility to be there
To teach 
And continue my story so that yours can continue as well 
I don’t know whether to thank you or not because 
I love being alive and I’m glad to have the family I do
Yet I’m dissapointed at the fact that you became a father yet
Couldn’t uphold the responsibility 
While some people long to be fathers but can never get a chance 
To have a son or daughter 
To see those first steps 
Or those first words 
Every milestone they don’t get 
You took for granted
You weren’t ready for me
Not in the slightest
Yet you had my sister 
And that was when you gave up 
Three years that’s all you gave my sister 
5 years is all you gave me 
You had the audacity to cheat
To manipulate 
To lie
Be deceitful 
Toward my mother 
Toward us
And toward everyone around you 
Secrets don’t stay secrets for long though 
Especially around family members 
Your lies and secrets were exploited 
And it left a crack in multiple stories 
Two children you had too young 
Children 
A wife who claimed you loved 
I’m twisted 
Uncertain 
Confused 
Broken 
Dissapointed 
Sad 
Because I don’t know 
What would happen if we were to come face to face one day in the future
People say talking it out would help make things clear 
But from what these stories tell 
And from my own story so far
I’m not sure I’d be able to forgive you 
For hurting my family 
And creating a rift in our stories 
And leaving me with feelings 
That are inconsolable