Category : Books-Fiction

Sub Category : Suspense/Mystery

My name is Lillian Xavier. My father had passed away a month ago. I had to write down all of my feelings but I decided not to. This is my story of when I was a 12 year old girl. It all started when my father died of stage 4 cancer. I was devastated because I was only twelve and his birthday was on May 3rd and he died on April 3rd. I felt pretty upset as soon as he died. Actually I felt like I wanted to be back with him. I started to dream, and not how I used to dream. The day after he died on April 4th I how to dream and I saw my father. It was basically all the flashbacks of the 12 years I spent with him. I woke up and felt happy because I knew my dad was still here. Scince my mother abandoned me, and my dad was the only one I had and I didn't have any grandparents of what I know of, I had to stand in orphanage. No one really wanted a 12 year old girl they wanted a baby. Finally on April 22nd a nice family came in with a 13 year old daughter and they wanted another but couldn't have one. They decided to pick me after they heard my story. They eventually sign off the papers and I went home with them. The 13 year old who was now my foster sister was named Patricia Ray. My foster parents were Patrick and Patty Ray. Then there was me, Lillian Ruth Xavier. I kind of adapted, but I still missed my old life. It was almost a month since my dad passed. Don't get me wrong these people were nice and had more money than anyone I've ever knew, but I still wanted my old life back. Well let's just say Patricia was nice to me and I got my own room and me and Patricia were pretty close after the first three days. I got to know her. Even though she was the opposite of me, we were so close. On June 3rd I saw someone. She was dressed in blue and came into my room. I thought she was an intruder and I went into a Patricia. She couldn't see the girl in blue. She said I come with a message from your father. I was scared but it took everything in me to walk closer to her. By this time Patricia had left. She said that my father missed me. She also said how she would be back every day to talk to me and say all the things I said to my father. We started to talk everyday even though no one else saw her. I didn't know who this girl in blue was and I don't know why no one else could see her but I trusted her. One day we were sitting down and she said that if I jump off the roof I could be with my dad. I knew that she was talking about suicide. We have been told so many times in school about suicide. I told her I would think about it. All I wanted at this point was to see my father again. A week after she said that she came to my door once again and I told her I wanted to be with my dad and I was willing to do what I had to do. I leaned out my window. I looked around and right before I was about to fall the blue girl disappeared and Patricia came in. Right when I was about to fall Patricia got me and started saying "WHAT ARE YOU DOING"? I sat there crying "I WANT TO BE WITH MY DAD."she called in Patrick and Patty and they all hugged me. From then on I was in counseling because they were afraid I was going to kill myself. The blue girl never came back. The only way I could describe her is that her whole body was well along with her hair and her outfit and everything. She looks like someone I knew. Someone my dad knew. I just couldn't put my finger on it... Who was she? 


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