Category : Poems

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A title used a lot but you'll understand later, so the day was June 15th and July 13th different in results and effects but from overdose and loneliness while on Mary jane. It's thought to be laced but no test were done all that happened was I was brought there given time to sleep woke up and given time to see if I was okay to be let go but its not as simple as that, I describe as much detail as possible that I lived thru while getting into the hospital I'll focus on the first so I can mark it off when it's fresh. Now I was looking thru my room what to sell, give away etc. Then I ran into my old stash last time I had it was a year ago which is a bad start but I go for a walk to smoke it ended up eating it cause I was in a bad mood so I thought this would help well made me life after that a living hell so at first I felt dots on my tougne and my head then it went south cause I wasn't use to it felt like I abandoned my body on multiple occasions, tasted time repeating over and over slowly where I forget to breathe turn blue start seizures and talk strangely of leaving my body and all that, but then I start speaking of names that made me feel bad in the first place of M, L, H and other things making me believe it hell punishing me for what I did wrong to them maybe even me too so "power on by passing out multiple times,  in a chair that emts have to left me down the stairs and in the ambulance that's actually really close to a hospital and there I image my mom and dad watching over me it's just random strangers helping me thru this fighting them then wake up calm ask for help not getting it like I'm dead but the check on me cause of the hallway in the middle of that, get papers and head home to be asked questions about this stuff then yelled at by my father ruining his life when he did it himself but TBC on pt. 2 cause a lot of things can come from that of these nightmares.