Broken Mirror Compared To My Broken Life Read Count : 119

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Im trying to fix my broken life. My life like a broken mirror, i glue it back together but i can still see the cracks. I look back at my life at night and when the sun rises i realize how much i have changed. I look back at my life and realize things will never be the same. Looking at the broken mirror i see a broken image,my image is broken. My hands are bleeding from picking up the glass shards of my life and my brain hurts from trying to figure out where the pieces go,and my arms and finger's are sore from trying to hold everything in place. I cant find a safe space, safe place to admit everything i have done. Alien i feel like i am one. Im strange i feel like nobody understands me and sometimes i have a hard time understanding myself. I have a twisted demented mind. The blood from my hands stains the mirror, people say i have the world in my hands but all i see is red. The red on my mirror , red on my life my pain haunts me. My pain stains my personality. I want to do better than my parents but the shadows in the night taunt me. They want me to join them they say its better for me "run away,disappear no one would notice anyway". I know thats a lie but i am tempted but i refuse to because i could never leave my parents side. I need them and they need me though they may not understand me i love them and maybe love is all i need. My family is broken up just like my mirror reflecting my face in pieces making me feel like a disgrace,but actions are stronger than words so im willing to prove it wrong. My life may be broken and stained with pain but i wont let it take me down i will fix my mistakes and except my pain. I will start by puting the mirror back together and i will wipe the blood off it and i will fix it while accepting the cracks for what they are. Every battle leaves you with scars but its your decision wether you learn from it and i,i have decided to do so.

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