Category : Poems

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I’ve had enough 
I can’t keep blaming myself 
Questioning myself for your actions 
For your mistakes 

It isn’t fair to me
Or anyone around me 
I don’t deserve it 
And neither do they

Just tell me
Answer the questions 
That’s all you have to do

I just need to know 
Because I’ve had enough waiting 
I’ve had enough wondering 
I need to know now 

Why?
Why did you decide that after 5 years it was time to just 
Vanish
Like a magicians trick 
You just appeared and disappeared 

I want to know why you left 
Was it because of me? 
Was it because of you?
Could you not handle being a father 

Why have me 
If you intended on breaking  me
Years after 
Leaving me to blame 
The only person I can

Well I’ve had enough 
I need to know 
What?
What made you leave 

How? 
How could you just leave
You became a parent 
When you had me
Heck you were a parent at least three years before me
Yet you couldn’t stick around to care for me
How can you be there in the beginning 
Then just decide to leave
When you’ve had enough 

It doesn’t work like that
I’m not disposable 
You can’t have me
Then just decide it isn’t for you and 
Sign a two weeks notice
It doesn’t work like that!

I’ve had enough 
Of you pretending to care
Of you saying you love me
Yet not even proving those words are true 

I’m done with it 
All I want to know is
Why?
Why would you just leave me
Why would you leave us?
I don’t understand 

Why? 
What? 
How? 
Why you would leave?
What made you leave? 
How could you leave? 

Just three simple questions 
With three answers 
That’s all I’m asking 
I’m not asking you to become father of the year 

I’m just asking you to let me
Put the past behind me 
And stop blaming myself 
For the reasons why you left