Category : Poems

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I’m trying to drown the thought of you with liquor, I’m down four bottles already but the picture of you in my mind is becoming more clearer. I never thought I’d lose you, especially to something so stupid. You gave up on us but why do I still have hope that there is still an us? Why do I keep playing these unlikely scenarios in my head, I play them on repeat so much I’m surprised that it hasn’t made me drop dead. I have the bottle to my head, I’m crying now, I scream your name so loud that I probably woke up the neighbors by now. I can almost hear the sirens closing in, so before they come closer I would have already pulled the trigger and ended these thoughts of you and me ever getting back together....