Category : Poems

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He’s on my mind again
No wait, he never really left
I’ve made excuses for him
Excuses that left me in torment 
Excuses that caused me agony and pain
Excuses that had me hoping for the rain so no one would see the tears I had shed
He’s weighing heavy on my mind and yet I still don’t know why. 
Why is he haunting my dreams? Wait, I come to the realization that I’m fully awake. He’s everywhere. He’s here, he’s there, he’s every fucking where. He’s in my dreams, he’s haunting my nightmares and yet, here I am still in love with him. 
Is he ever going to go away, I asked hoping that the answer I would be given wouldn’t shatter me like glass when it hits the floor, but then I find myself down on the ground shattered at the sound of “he’s all you ever want and need, so no he’s never truly ever going to leave” those words hit me, they tackled me down to the hard fucking ground and just like my heart, my body was beaten and bruised all because I still love you.