Category : Diary/Journal

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So let's start off with its was more of a bad trip than anything but that's how it was explained to me plus it being laced the first time would help but this time idk if it's the same thing cause I only had this weed for a week and I was fine smoking it with an friend but being alone must have not helped cause I walked out for the same reason being stressed about the past and all that which made me start this back to this I was walking into beford when it started kicking in only smoking and it a hour before getting a deju vu vibe but slowed down and felt every sensation on overload which made the trip bad with no one to calm me down besides me cause I'm too scared what people think of me to ask for help judgment which my mom made clear I had a right to fear it putting me in the hospital when I didn't need it this time again off track I was at kiwi heading to KFC where I asked for help and dream made real in the worst way possible but calmed down after getting home still haven't touched a joint since then and thankfully cause I'm shipping out for navy boot camp so had a future reason for it after all now doing better for managing my emotions thoughts etc. Doing this and have to cause navy and can't wait to see what happens if more things are made real by dreams or feel like nightmares cause still get deju vu after all of this it's just a matter of if it means something or is just awful enough to be real like my nightmares of these two experiences and can write about my dreams if it's too much on me but TBA thank you for reading