Why Did It Have End Up This Way? Read Count : 62

Category : Stories

Sub Category : Drama

Trigger Warning! (There will be some triggering topics mentioned in this story) (it will be depressing)

(Also sorry if it ain't a good story. I ain't the best writer)

I threw my phone across the Room and fell to the floor, sobbing hystrically.  I heard a solid crack Of screen against the wall and I heard it fall to the carpet. I lay on the floor, slowly curling up. Tears flooded my eyes as I created a small puddle of sorrow.

"No.." My words were silent, yet screamed at the same time. I was terrified. I didn't know what to do with my life. Everyone... I choked on my words. I curled up tighter, holding my head in my arms, panic-stricken.

I don't know why it came to this. Why? Just why. I didn't want this to happen. I want it to all end. Why am I even alive? I thought I was loved. But it was all lies. Why did you guys do this to me?

I just can't believe it. They were only things that made me want to continue on. Why don't I just kill myself? I don't want to be in this cruel world anymore. I can't handle it anymore.

I wish this was all a dream but it is reality. Why? Why did my only friends do this to me? What did I do wrong? I don't remember doing anything mean to them. Were they even my friends at the start? I just taking this so horribly.

I don't want to be alone anymore. Everyone else that I loved is dead because of a car crash. My mom, dad and little brother why did you have to leave alone? I want to join you guys. That is what I should do. I will join them. I don't want be alone anymore.

I am coming to you guys. I slowly get up and find a knife. "I-I c-coming." I say choking on my words. I start to cut myself. I cut my neck. Nobody is gonna save me. I gonna finally end my pain. I will join my family in the after life. Good bye.

I slowly close my eyes and met my  demise. "G-goodbye w-world." I say those and slip into darkness to never wake again. I finally did it. I finally gonna see you guys again

THE END!

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