Category : Stories

Sub Category : Drama

I hope if you say good bye you will look me in the eye and tell me the truth. Is this really the end? You always come back,you always need me,you always leave me. Why do you do this to me you lie over and over again this isn't good bye. You have made me cry so many times. I've stayed awake so many nights crying over you. You make me feel blue then the next moment your running your fingers through my hair and im red. I dont know what to do. You took my heart and left me your a damn thief,then you come back and want more from me but i have nothing left you took it all. What do you expect from me i gave you my best and i still couldn't pass your test. You made me think i was winning then you told me in the end i had failed. I "failed" several times. You say im not good enough but if thats so why do you keep coming back. I dont expect anything from you except your love in return but you wouldn't even give me that. Your greedy your needy you lie to people and say you dont need me but when its just us you want me. You lie to me and say you love me. You never did you just have a look of lust in your eyes. I love you so i give you what you want then you leave. This isn't good bye dont lie not again you will be back again and we will start again you will give me back my heart than rip it out again like you always do. I cant step away from this i cant step away from you, you look so helpless in need for love but your affection is an illusion. Your a lie. You never cry over me. You watch me cry for you but you dont answer until you want to. I dont know what to do. I want this to be over but in a couple of weeks you will come back over and i-i cant stop trying to have something with you some meaningful relationship but to you that doesn't mean shit. Do i mean anything to you? Does it hurt at all to sit there and watch me cry? DONT LIE THIS ISN'T GOOD BYE! You will use me again,abuse me again thats all you have ever done. This pain i feel is driving me insane. All you do is complain. When we first met it was like magic now its like hell. I wouldn't be surprised if you were the devils him self. The flame glows bright in your eyes at first its warm and comforting then i let you in my heart again and you burn me. If you walk out that door never return to me if this is goodbye then walk out of my life for the last time. I never want to see you again all you've done is hurt me and if this is truly goodbye i may never let anyone into my soul again. I trusted you and you embarrassed me. When we are apart you glare at me but when your next to me you smile at me. Whats it gonna be? Are you gonna leave? Im sorry i dont have anymore tricks up my sleeve is that why you wanna leave? Have you grown tired of me again? I can be perfect dont expect me to be when your not flawless yourself. This better be the final goodbye once and for all. I hope you find a lover who can give you it all and if she does she is as much as a fool as i am. Goodbye.