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He will never know the tears i have cried nor the hours I've spent fingers crossed asking the universe to keep him safe when i cannot. he will never know the magnitude of how much his presence has impacted my life from day one. how his arms are a place where I feel safe and how his words whisper in the back of my head telling me," everything will be okay, my love". sometimes I think that we were put here not for ourselves but for each other, to teach and to guide one another. I do not know where I would have ended up if I had not met this man. I come to obstacle and although he may not be there to guide me, his voice and his image float in my memories giving me the motivation I need to continue with my journey. We both lead our own lives and we share them with each other. I never knew a love so pure, so strong, so deep. I can only hope that with time he will grow to understand that although I may not be near always, I am forever wishing him the best in life. I may not be there to hold him when things get rough or there for all his greatest moments and achievements, I cannot promise i will always do the right thing, but I will promise to try my hardest to do right by us both. this man is the one who showed me how to appreciate life instead of trying to plan the movements. enjoy your days, stop expecting your years. I love him unconditionally, regardless of our struggles. I cannot promise years. so every day I will look upon my heart and I will promise that I will spend today loving him, for I cannot promise tomorrow either. I can promise right now that I will love him with all my heart. that is all I can give. every moment I will continue to give my heart until I am no longer able. My love, i will cherish with all of my being. His love, I will never forget.