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Some days are better than others
Some days I can carry on with things as if nothing is wrong with me, but there is something wrong with me. My anxiety eats away at me, it whispers in my ear softly reminding me how I’m never good enough, it whispers gently until it’s screaming in my ear, it’s so loud now, no wait, that’s the sound of my own heart beating its beating so fast and so loud I feel like everyone is looking at me because they can hear it too, that’s when my panic attack sets in, that’s when I feel like In a few seconds I’m just going to collapse and drop dead on the ground, I feel faint and dizzy, I feel the room spinning and spinning. Then suddenly I hear his voice, that stern calm voice and my heart rate starts to slow down, I look up and I see him looking down at me helping me back up on my own two feet and suddenly I start to feel a sudden calmness in me. I feel the grey cloud disappear and the sun suddenly comes out to break the storm away, I feel the hot sensation of my body start to cool down, I start to feel at ease all because he is here with me through this storm of panic and anxiety. -lexcee perez 💕