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Since she met you, she puts with test, Money and more test. Sometimes to fall. But she knew better. Then they or she feel in love, so deeply true but oceans apart separated even though she keep trying to show him she’s there for him.
A friend. A secret keeper. A future family advisor lover. 
Then she knew after every doubt he had, like he didn’t have secrets are always honest, the communications stop with warning or why?
She kept trying just a hello a good morning but didn’t read anything. 
Now My YouTube channel is full of videos of him, her, speaking about marriage planning it. 
It was supposed to be her. But I guess people like him, narcissistic liers users, cowards don’t think they have to explain and be honest. 
So this is over without a sensitive emphatic word. Let’s her in the dark she will know about the marriage. 
Before that I’m far too value for you, you said love doesn’t matter I guess I don’t since I’m questioning everything. 
My fault for accepting as a friend, share intimate stories poems quotes.. nothing was worthy for you.
Don’t think I don’t love you, it might take time to forget. Don’t dare and believe I was liying to you. We had our laughs but since I don’t know what is the point of the videos. I can’t say anything except leave hopefully find an honest loving caring man who loves her. 
J