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an opportunity to do something : an amount of time or a situation in which something can be done. : the possibility that something will happen. Every chance that I get to talk to my sister Sara again and having her in my life, I always do something stupid to screw it up. I wish that I can take everything that I did wrong all back, but I can't. I know when I tell myself that I deserve better, but most of time I still go back being sad about it again after everything that I worked hard for. Why is it hard to let someone apart of me go even when I still dream about her all the time? Why can't I be the one happy and moving on with my life like them instead of dwelling on the past? I don't know why things happen the way it happens, I guess I will know when I die.