Still A Lot Of Desires. . ...But..
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I know that I had just started my life .And I know that there is nothing wrong with those repeated words.. Those words seems uncomfortable for me .So I used to manage it myself by just ignoring it by the way it comea...But now the problem is : In recent days I too happened to start thinking about it. ..About what? Yes ..about a new life...with somebody else other than my Romeo. But thinking about a life without my Romeo is just like a hell for me..The God blows a powerful wind against my desires . ...yes..I am really helpless in front of this fate. Today two and a half years have passed , still my eyes and heart have not dried up .I can never get rid of this tragedy. However it changed my entire life.. Still I have many desires..There will be no woman in this world who doesn't thought of being a mother at least once in a lifetime. As all , I too have wishes...Yes..I want to be a wife and a mother as all my friends. I too have a desire to lead a life..But how can I live happy without my Romeo. ..I can't. .. May be a fresh wind of a new life can fulfill all my desires..but I can never lead another life like that.Because, to think of another man, I feel like a whore. I have nothing except my Romeo 's love and emptiness around me.. I know that nobody will accept me or nobody will stand beside me..Each and everyone may tease and try to cut my bloodshed eyes and heart.... I don't know anything .But I can never think of another life..even though I have desires...