Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

There's just nothing left, your love is gone that's all I wanted from you I would have taken care of you but you're too selfish you don't care about me. Well for one you wanted the attention weather I was here and there for you or giving you what you want and need I felt used you weren't taking care of me you were making me lose it from your constant complaints of every single thing when give it a day you'd forget it but you made a lot of threats to me of suicide not talking about it to anyone else but me when I was thinking that too and weren't standing up for yourself but being kicked out your step dad's house you probably did but we didn't start that convo because you didn't want to talk about it cause you couldn't trust me fucking ironic when I trusted you with my convo and not to talk to other guys and girl when your bi that might be sexy to a lot of guys but I wanted love and you showed that too getting jealous when I'd do the same thing but I'm the one doing wrong I'm the one no more this is not what I wanted for us but now your gone blocked me out of your life well hopefully I get shipped out and find one who won't do that to me who won't be a hypocrite for the the things that you did that I didn't or you did too that I didn't love you but guess who ran away oh and one more thing why you keep talking to the others but not me forgiving them for what they did but I'm the worst people who abused used accused you but I'm the worst for you breaking up with me for not opening up me opening up still saying I don't having these feelings of tension but wanting to fuck doing it and blaming me when you wanted it too sayin I used you when I felt that way I don't and didn't imagine you as a body but as memories as feelings as a cloud of everything me and you did while in my life together or complicated seeing you across room or me being inside of you I guess there will be no more. Even though after all of this I still want there to be more. For as I complained about you still my first thought for I want in a woman all over the place with this ik but you can understand it this tho cause you said the same thing before blocking me out that you can't handle this any longer ig if you did that it ended your suffering as we are no more. hope you don't want to end yourself anymore but this is no more.