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Well the girl I was dating was the first person outside of my family that cared about and she just knew what she was doing in the bedroom but outside she was unstable mentally lashing out, being suicidal like just rollercoaster of emotions and it hurt me to say but I was getting sick of it but starting this new thing of me not loving her when I was sick of the shit but worded it wrong but now she's out of my life so whatever now from doing anything for each other this happens crying from the tears in my heart being unstable with everything and everyone for us to only try to piece it up together in the bedroom that's it we were awful with talking so that's all we had as the wise lil Wayne once said as soon as I cum I come to my senses our lives changed for the worst after that from being the best thing that has happened to regretting it with every inch of our bodies says a lot but the same can be said for the opposite but they show that in the movies not the more realistic situation but now the move on from her and school I leave that life behind for one now with family and finding meaning myself no one helping you the way yourself can but family can hold you while you tear up talk about problems and find ways to help you and use it your way love is around one way or another