Category : Diary/Journal

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I can feel you hating me 
I can see you like a blur in the room 
But I can't see you really anymore 

A ghost in corner peripheral 
Chaos standing still 

You stand between subjects as daggers propel from your eyes
One for every cliff I've walked you off 
For the era in which we just didn't seem to work..
..and I never told you.. 
Reverbing through time now 
But I let you in,
i let you begin, 
i let you restart over.. and over..and over again 
You felt every ounce of that silence when you failed 
You ate every blow in my rebuff 
When laughter went stoic ,
And cadence stumbled into depression 
Between us, is where commonality began to die 
Slowly 
Surely 
The thoughts we shared grew thin 
And resentment soured my love each time I attempted to look you in the eye 
Something just isn't the same and some things just can be broken
When my love for you is drowning in all the things I forgot to say 
Or i didn't feel rightfully so
Isn't this destiny?
Though, my conjecture never found its way to bed in your approval ,
Anyway

And boy did you seize this moment 
When we stood apart in stark relief
Now to see the material true to our bond, alone 
Bare of illusion and empty explanation  

Revenge never held you this good 

All my clumsy words,
They don't get far past my nose before they're smeared against my vision 
And again, 
You're the blur in my corner eye