Incompatible - Part 1 Read Count : 101

Category : Books-Non-Fiction

Sub Category : Biography

Story of my life:

Sometimes I can look back. Think about what makes me....me....What was that want that God wanted me to live, to stand my ground. Live a life in a world like this. From this day, about 13 years of my life. I've been incompatible to the world. When I look at myself I see a girl, only 14 today, who is suffering each day to get through some things. What you see is a girl,perhaps with a good life. Good past. What I see is me. Lurking in the shadows wanting to be seen. Wanting to become visible to the world. But no one in this world seems to care how much you stand out. Whether you're famous or not. Sometimes being invisible is the best thing. You don't want people to see your mistakes. Judge you for them. And often, you don't want to be you. Incompatible.....What makes "YOU" incompatible to "ME" is a lot. Looks,style,soul,mind, nearly everything. You can say something that isn't meant to be serious. Others can take it seriously. You say I'm normal. Well...Maybe I am. But I don't feel normal. I don't seem to just walk around every day, go to the mall and text cute boys like some girls do. Maybe I'm the type of person that would rather be drowned in their own depression. Stay hidden away from the world. They say, what's the use of hiding. The world is going to see your face some day. But when they do. Do they see me?Do they see someone I'm not? Do they see, a happy person, a sad one who believes nothing in life is worth the wait. Thinking "Hey it's not worth it so why live it. It's not like the world could care." When you feel down on yourself. Who's there to pick you up? Who's there to keep you strong? Who accepts you for you?


To be continued....

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  • Aug 13, 2018

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