Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

My life is great...                                               Apart from the fact that I'm scared I'm scared because the world is scary because the people in the world are scary. To be honest I'm scared of people I've always been a good student a good person but... To other being a good person. Is not as great as it seems people often ask you why you don't speak the way they do why do you feel uncomfortable around us and other people. But I really can't say why I feel scared too talk to others I feel scared to act like myself and be myself I have never liked to socialize with others. And I often never ask for help because I'm scared that other people would think I'm dumb I don't know anything .especially when I need to speak up I can't its like I wanna scream it out loud but I can't speak my voice is gone .I'm scared of people the though of peopl being upset at me screaming and yell at me being....disappointed in me .so I don't talk to other peopl so they don't have expectations of me and won't be disappointed in me. I feel like every time I try to do something right it ends up messing up and. Being wrong.                                   So then at I'm I still not liked.