Category : Books-Fiction

Sub Category : Suspense/Mystery

  I shot up from my nightmare the same each and every night. I keep seeing it I wish it would go away, But I know I deserve to see it. It gives me same question  in my mind. How you kill a monster?
  I silently walk to the bathroom my bare feet padding against the cold hardwood. The darkness of the house feels as if though it were trying to suffocate me. I locked the doors to the bathroom and sit on the tiled floor. I stare at the drawer where I keep my blade and one loaded gun Biden in the back of it.
I take out my cell phone and look up the trial of one Alec Anderson. the most brutal manslaughter someone was arrested.
I find the video of the trial and want to push play and I heard a knock on the door.
"Love are you okay in there?"
I called back out "yes tink I'm fine. "I lie because if she knew why was in here she would not understand. She's not like me.
"okay come back to bed soon." 
"of course dear."
 I heard her walk away only then did I push play.
The beginning was pretty normal beginning to a court case.
The morning family of the deceased in the crowd the look on Alison my mother in-laws face was pure disbelief that he was dead.
 the lawyer they got to represent the deceased and the lawyer of the defendant was there as well.

 It wasn't until the monster was brought out things got interesting he had this smirk on his face as if though he knew he did it and he had no problem with it in fact if he could he would do it again he even dared waved to Alison

The case started and that monster just sat there looking almost bored.
 As if the rest of the normal world were his pet. As if everyone were annoying him and he wished he could get back to playing and experimenting again. 

In fact the only time he seemed excited at all was when they brought out his experiments his machines if they can even be called that his weapons that when the video cut out with the look of Terror on the family members faces at finding out their son brother best friend had to gone through all that,
But of course I didn't need the recording to tell me what happens next. I knew all to well I was consider a minor still since legally by birth I was 13, and would just be sent to juvie. And with my law degree I knew how to get out of getting to much time. It was when they showed the pictures of my husband's dead tortured and broken body did I snap and pull away from the monster grasp.  I can't still believe I would do that to him! The man I was supposed to love. The man who had the same place in my bed as the woman in the other room my husband,
Yet I grinned and looked bored how did I ever do that to Alec... My Alec. 

The one who never gave up on me. The one who always stop me from doing something stupid. 
How can I have hurt him!

 So this brings me back to my question.
 How do you kill a monster? 
When the monster is inside of you and you want to live?