Category : Diary/Journal
Sub Category : N/A
First thing i want to say , sorry for my grammar . English is not my number one language . So hopefully u can understand . Okey . Hi , so you guys can just call me NF . I'm 17 years old . Too young for depression ? No . I have this depression when im 13 y/o . I have this depression because im being bullied at school . Till i quit school . My family have arguing most of time . My siblings being mean to me , and many others reason that i can't write in here . Okey . Do you know how depression feels like ? It feels like you are laugh but crying , You're skinny but you look at the mirror seing your ugly body . Hangout with friend , having fun but empty . Hard to sleep . Its hurting . Everytimes you want to having fun . The depression will come to makes you feel empty . When i get home . I cry my lungs out . I don't know how can people be so perfect . I want to be like you . But why can't i ? Why ? This is unfair .
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I agree with Mr Routy Writes. But I can say I understand what you mean, at least some of it. There have been mutliple times where I've entered a depression, I understand that empty feeling. All I can say is what my father told me: Find something you love and don't let it go. For me it's writing, I may not be good at it, but it acts as my lifeline at times. It helps pull me out of that state. I know this isn't the best advise, but I hope it helps
Aug 08, 2018
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Sometimes we look at the side of people that they are willing to share, and we feel sad because we compare our lives to theirs, when in reality, they are not posting the complete truth. They don't post the negative things that are happening in their lives so we think they are perfect, but they're not. As far as bullies, I tell my kids this, be kind. Even to those that are hurting, and you will eventually see kindness in return.
Aug 08, 2018