Category : Poems

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I asked for this.
I made mistakes.
I deserved nothing less than this.
That's how I felt.
I made my decision.
I dug my grave.
No turning back.
What have I done?
Sitting here now I wonder.
Did I make the right choice?
Sometimes I still think yes.
I know it just started.
Feels like forever though.
The straps are starting to hurt my wrists.
My hair is soaked from the sponge.
I made my choice.
Knew the consequences. 
Chose anyway.
But that's not me.
I know that now.
I just need another chance.
But I see the executioner.
Hes by the switch.
His eyes say he doesn't want to.
Guess everyone knows their consequences.
They ask my last words.
My mouth opens.
I just need another chance.
I'm sorry.
They pull the switch.
It's too late now. 
It all goes black.
Then a light.
It's cold.
Born again.
Reincarnation?
Or the lords forgiveness?
Another chance?
This is it.
I dont know how this happened.
But this is a new start.
To not make the same mistakes.
To not cause pain.
To myself or others.
Now I know.
It's never too late.
To make a change.
You just have to start a new life.
I lived.
I died.
I fell. 
I recovered.
I can change my future self.
But my past. 
Can never change.
Too late for that.
Too late for the past.
Only time for the present.
And the future.