The Life I Live.
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Category : Diary/Journal
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My mother died because of cancer. I did not trust my stepmother. She destroied everything I had left of her. I loved my stepborther and my stepsister. But they left me in the dust. My father is dating my mother's sister. I am losting my bestfriends because of my words. They don't listen. They don't trust me. They don't care. My boyfriend left me because of a girl who was different, prettier, prefect. I feel lost sometimes. My father says he will get me help. And he has not done it yet. They don't see it as I do. I hope to find better friends. People who understand my pain. I am an out cast, the shadow girl. I hope to find a boyfriend who will love me as I am not as who I was.