
Why Can't I?
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I see them everywhere, couples basking in nothing but the beauty of each other. Like the couple in this restaurant at the table across from me. They sit on the same side of the booth, close, they laugh and talk. Every so often he touches her leg as if to say "I'm right here" and every time he does she flashes a beautifully genuine smile his way. Or the couple in the car next to me. They don't speak but they look peaceful. Every so often she turns and watches him, she loves him, you can see it in her eyes. He looks at her and she giggles and he reaches out to hold her hand. Or the couple in the bar. They sit close and have a quiet conversation, he touches her arm and she touches his hand. Then a new song comes on the jukebox and she dances in her seat and sings loudly, a little off key, but he looks at her like she is the most beautiful songbird he has ever seen, he loves her, you can see it in his eyes. This is a love I don't think I've ever experienced and some days I wonder why I feel like I am not deserving of something just like this.